how come one can have such a big impact on others.
how come one need to work to sustain their own expenses
how come one always don't appreciate others (irregardless of anything)
For the very first point, i was shocked by myself by the ZZZ fight issue over X. I didn't know that one can really had such a big impact on me. I was totally affected by everything that happened at that period of time. The only reason i can think of my behaviour and actions are, i'm completely blinded. I do so so so many stupid things that i knew i will NEVER ever do it again in my life.
Right now, i just wanna be contented with what i have. Take it. Enjoy it. Love it.
As for the second point, i knew it deep down my heart la. There are a million thousand reasons why to justify. But i just refuse to accept. How i wish i can no need to work and money will just fly in. I don't need a lot, just a bit to keep me going for the daily expenses. Eh.. anybody out there hear me?
whahahahaha.
Last but not least, the third point. hmm... need a little bit of contemplating. More often or less, people always taking another for granted. Kind hearted soul are to be banished, so that no one in the earth will take people for granted. Always appreciate the things that one do for u, no one is suppose to help u along.
Character is like tree and reputation likes its shadow .
