the ending of 2008 wasn't really a good one. ending it with agony and disappointment.
at times, in fact most of the times, relationship just make me lost for words and actions.
anyway, 08 was a bad year for me. it wasn't worth recalling.. even for the slightest event.
i just wanna throw everything in 08 back.
to start with...
2009 till now had rather been a nice year till now.
schooling had been rather tough as i'm always in the cof board. tiredness just set in and i'm totally not in the mood for classes. its been really a long time since my last exam. kinda excited for the first paper. having scoring a high distinction in my first paper had definitely set me in the correct mood. it boost my morale and it seems to tell me.. eh shirlz.. u can do it man!
flying still seems bit reluctant for me. but i try my best to embrace the stupid 380 aircraft which i think i hated it. changing long flights for offs and selling away my short turnaround had definitely make me feel that.. eh.. after all not that bad huh. i get to off the days i want whereby normal ground job wouldn't allow me. i just hope that the last few module of bridging subjects just won't kill me and hope i can proceed to the degree course smoothly. meanwhile, i'm still trying my best not to mc for my flights.
relationship was kinda in the stable mood right now. i try my best not to be affected by the slightest bitch actions whereby last time a slightly actions of her (whatever) just piss me off straight away. it seems to be in the right pace and hope things are able to stay the way for long.
