when i look at the present, i tend to sidetrack cos instead of looking forward i'm always looking backwards.
just heard stories from W. i totally can relate my past to her when she type out her stories. its just painstaking having to go through the step that might not even know if u are seeing any satisfactory results in the end. im just worry that she might turn out to be the next me, being disappointed and .. nevertheless, im always here for u like what u did.
im glad that being the past 1 year and so, she had always been there for my ups and downs in the relationship. it just brought me back memories when i chanced upon the pic we took last year march. i was still in the state of wandering, totally not myself.
thou things had been better, i think some self reflection is needed. like what he told me, i need some soul searching. its because it always comes back to the same old question of "is it worth it?"
hmm....
on another note, school started. yesterday was first day of class. i think im dead cos i totally have no motivation and i had difficulties concentrating! first assignment is out! i'm gonna lead the beat the dateline life, rushing for time, rushing for projects and cracking my brains out.
i guess i really need someone to really MOTIVATE me.
ohh.. tell me how am i gonna leave sq without a degree!!
