hmm.. its been very long since the last time that i was so upset.
time flies and we had been together for a year plus.
we did frankfurt, sydney and shanghai together. being rostered frankfurt before my birthday was a blessing from god last year. we went holiday in hongkong and bintan. every places filled with a lot of good memories. photos bring up all my emotions.
this year, my birthday was like that last big event that we both celebrated.
erm... sudden moment of loss of words.
i think no words can describe how upset im feeling. however, if we are leaving for the better then why hesitate...
the talks we had. the unlimited chances we gave each other. Lead to the countless broken heart. i do admit that i love him a lot, way a lot than what i love myself. everyone told me, i should love myself more! but...
i'm really did all my best in this relationship, however the ending wasn't a pleasant one that i was hoping for.
hmmmmmmm..... i wonder how long it will take me to recover from this major unwanted r/s.
